touch of melodrama...

did you ever felt like you were in a room with lots of people you know, but still you feel alone? I did. And I still do.

Well... I have a friend. I've been with him for at a whole school year. Since the day I met him *and laid eyes on him*, I knew that he's the one that I'd always be hanging out with. And my guts never failed. We did become pretty very close. It's really sad for me to mention that he's not at school anymore, because he failed some subjects, but hopefully he'd be back this November... hopefully. And I wish he would. But I have a lot of questions, still unanswered. Great fears, but to face it for the sake of our friendship is worth it, because I do love him.

"Is he going to come back?"
"If he doesn't? Can I keep up with it?"
"If he did, would he still be the same if he'd return?"
"What if he doesn't like to hang out with me anymore?"

COMMERCIAL:

Usually, I wake up at exactly 6:00AM but get up at 6:30AM for my morning bath. But this day was made with a twist.

I did wake up at 6:00AM, but I just slept it off, forgetting to adjust the time in my alarm clock. So what happened is that I slept 'til 7:47AM, and before realizing it, I jumped off the double deck and rushed to wear my uniform like an animal...

My two boardmates were almost freaked out and said, "Chase, di 'ba 10AM pa klase mo?".("Chase, isn't your class at 10AM?")

"Ha? 8AM naman lagi klase ko." ("What? My classes are always 8AM.")

"Pero sabi ni Jury 10AM pa daw." ("But Jury said your classes for today starts at 10AM")

???..."Ahh... ok. Tulog ulit." (Back to bed)

...END OF COMMERCIAL...

Back to regular programming:

These are some of the questions that are still bothering me. I love talking to him, he's not pretentious. A little sarcastic, but doesn't get into my nerves. I can't help but miss him, I really love being with him. His girl is very lucky. When he left, I FELT LIKE I LOST SOMEONE TO TALK TO. I mean you can talk to everyone. But finding that one person whom you can really share your thoughts, flawed views and stuff without the malice is worth crying over. I'm not being melodramatic, but I did cry a whole night for him when I realized that I will not be seeing him for a long time.

For me, he's already been a big part of my life, I learned a lot from him. Every green joke. Hehehe... But kidding aside, I did feel like I had an older brother. I do wish he'd return...